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bitterness?? oh, well...
Oct. 12th, 2011 12:06 amit's been four days since the news which shattered all my expectations broke in... i wanted to write this last, last night but was too tired to do so, since i got home from the asian pop event at around 10:30pm... all in all, i enjoyed the event - all the booths, games, performances, songs, videos... thanks to my friends who accompanied me throughout the day... it temporarily shifted my mind away from the bitterness to the two who left NEWS...
but on the latter part of the event, a fan-made vid for the 7th anniversary of news was presented and the song used was 'share', a song made by them which expresses their love for each members. i was in the verge of crying as i sing the song with all the fans... i guess i have shed all my tears already since friday and saturday. though i am still on the slow process of accepting it (even though johnny's.net and wikipedia had already updated the NEWS pages indicating that they are already a quartet), i guess time will come when all the bad feelings i have will perish. you can't blame me, NEWS is one of the groups that i LOVE so much, and still will be. i'll still support the new NEWS... for all what has happened to them for these eight years, i can attest that they are the strongest group i've ever known, and the foundation of their friendship will continue to defy all the obstacles coming through - well the remaining four, that is. to those two, thank you for being a part of the group. i won't complain on how i felt anymore because i know its harder and more hurtful for KEI-Chan - who values member-ai the most and is the mother figure of the group, MASSU - who looked forward for the group on appearing on the same stage again and misses the songs they've been singing together, SHIGE - who will be less be bullied now (JK!); who will now be the sole osakan in the group where there was three of them before, and TEGOSHI - who had always looked up to those two: the the man who named him 'tego-nyan' and had always admired his singing talent in return; and his umai-ochi partner whom he admitted to admire even his junior days...
to the new NEWS, God bless and more power! i'll look forward to your first project as a quartet!
but on the latter part of the event, a fan-made vid for the 7th anniversary of news was presented and the song used was 'share', a song made by them which expresses their love for each members. i was in the verge of crying as i sing the song with all the fans... i guess i have shed all my tears already since friday and saturday. though i am still on the slow process of accepting it (even though johnny's.net and wikipedia had already updated the NEWS pages indicating that they are already a quartet), i guess time will come when all the bad feelings i have will perish. you can't blame me, NEWS is one of the groups that i LOVE so much, and still will be. i'll still support the new NEWS... for all what has happened to them for these eight years, i can attest that they are the strongest group i've ever known, and the foundation of their friendship will continue to defy all the obstacles coming through - well the remaining four, that is. to those two, thank you for being a part of the group. i won't complain on how i felt anymore because i know its harder and more hurtful for KEI-Chan - who values member-ai the most and is the mother figure of the group, MASSU - who looked forward for the group on appearing on the same stage again and misses the songs they've been singing together, SHIGE - who will be less be bullied now (JK!); who will now be the sole osakan in the group where there was three of them before, and TEGOSHI - who had always looked up to those two: the the man who named him 'tego-nyan' and had always admired his singing talent in return; and his umai-ochi partner whom he admitted to admire even his junior days...
to the new NEWS, God bless and more power! i'll look forward to your first project as a quartet!
